new life.

http://abeinwonderland.tumblr.com/

revived.

well, i know i haven't been here for like, forever, mainly because nobody's really been here.
but maybe,
it's time to face the fears.

so far life has just been, Life i guess, what else can it be?
through every trial, ups and downs, you see how people really are. you see how you yourself are too. through times of toughest situation, without the right people, you'll just go down. with people who take that little effort to pull you up and help you along, getting you dressed like a princess for your road ahead, you'll be standing tall once again.
(okay, makes no sense maybe? HAHA)

so far how has all been?
been catching up with people who i missed i guess.
like just recently, went on the Phone with Asyraf :3
i was supposed to call him ages ago about some stuff, but it was being dragged till like, now.
it was kinda fun to hear him talk about poly and nursing. HAHA.
& it was nice to catch up with some others who i know will always be there for me.
not because they have to, it's because they take that little effort to help, that's what friends are for.

well maybe, sometimes I'm not that perfect person you want me to be but face it,
you yourself ain't perfect.

sometimes, people just expect too much, assume too much, and don't understand.

maybe,
sometimes,
I'm too much to handle.

maybe i thought you would understand, because i don't have time for everything and everyone.
& sometimes, i just want my time to be mine and mine only.

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stop trying,
because i can't keep this up much longer.

dinner grouppie

so here's one picture, cause i'm lazy to upload the rest -.-


but seriously like crap, holiday is ending and like i really have no idea on how to freaking do the coursework, okay, i suck, and help is really so hard to find. FML.